I Just Had to Tell You This

So, as I'm on DeviantArt, just drawing a practice comic and stuff, a message appears in my inbox. I went to check it out, and it was a journal. I decided to peek at it, and apparently a friend was showing support to her friend whose father hung himself. I was in total shock. I went o the girl's page and it showed of how strong their relationship was and she didn't know why he hung himself. She said that she was hoping he's be there for her wedding in the future, since her mother was never in the picture, the girl and her family was pretty traumatized from this unsuspecting death. She explained that he was a strong and healthy individual, and she didn't know why he would do this. I felt sympathetic for her. It's hard losing a loved one or a close friend to suicide. I know, because my best friend almost committed suicide. I know what losing someone is, because a lot of my relatives and parent's friends have died from illness, or suicide. I remember that my favorite 6th grade Science teacher died from a brain tumor. She claimed about suffering from severe headaches, but her physician said nothing. He bothered to check her. She died when I was in 7th grade; everyone was devastated. The teachers and students. The day that she died, the principal already started looking for a new Science teacher, while everyone is crying their hearts out. The principal was very sexist when he got a new science teacher that was a female and he fired her, because he wanted a male. How sexist! The day before she died, the school called everyone to tell them that the teacher wasn't going to make it. They said that the brain tumor had already spread around her brain, so there was no point in saving her. I cried so bad that day, but on the school day, while everyone was crying, I stayed silent. I did feel bad, but I've cried so excessively, I tried to hold back the tears. I ended up opening the dam doors and the water flowed when I left school. It took a while for everyone to settle down after her death. Everyone that I knew has died of an illness, such as tumors and suicide. That's what inspired me to become a doctor in the future. I just hate see close people die. Or even if they're on DA. It's difficult.