Am I Really that Innocent?

My parents and my friends say that I'm innocent. Innocent how? They say I'm innocent, SEXUALLY. MY mom talks about it with me and my father just feels uncomfortable talking about it. So, it's not my fault I come from a Catholic family. I started learning about it from middle school in the.........7th grade. My first hour was Art class, and we had assigned seats. I was the only girl at my table. There were 3 boys and they were all friends. I felt really awkward around them. I always felt awkward around boys but really comfortable with girls. I didn't learn that I was gay till years later. So late, I know. Didn't realize till the summer. Anywho, the boys then got me into their "weird" conversation. They would give me trivia questions almost. All of their conversations were either about their girlfriends, how their mothers hated them, or sexual phrases. My very first sexual phrase I learned was.........boner. Me being naive and honest I didn't know what that meant and they laughed at me. That very same day they even told me about "drop the soap." I started looking up these stuff at home, and I learned how wrong it was. Since I was naive and wanted to fit in a bit, I learned some other stuff. Boy, was I stupid. Around 8th grade, I met my Batman friend. (She's obsessed with the Joker and Batman.) She was my inappropriate friend and taught both my best friend and I things that we were suppose to learn in Health class. I felt so ashamed when I didn't know what was what, and felt so out of it. But, they were learning to early, and I wanted to wait. By the time high school rolled around, I was just an outcast. I saw couples everywhere, and many of my friends started using this sexual slang and I asked like an idiot what they were, and they said that my brain was not mature to soak up this stuff. It was so unfair, and I didn't bother speaking to anyone, since it was mostly about sex. I try talking about the slang that they use to fit in and it still makes me uncomfortable. Now, I'm known as the "Quiet Girl" in the school. I bother talking to anyone since it'll just be about sex or relationships. *sigh*