High School

High school and OUTSIDE of high school is giving me a real hard time. Last week, I missed some school from catching my brother's gastroenteritis. So, I had to make up some stuff. Excuse me, not some, a LOT. Teachers and my friends are giving me a hard time. I'm stressed out, because everytime I get an assignment, it's due the next day, and I don't get much time, because of so many distractions at home. I try staying for Student Union to get my work done, but my mom always arrives late when I have free time. Once I arrive home, it's time to go to sleep, and my friends text me when I need my sleep. Now, I'm a pretty whiny bitch like my friends say, but look at my perspective of them. My friend suffers a depression problem and complains that her siblings are acting like asses. I understand that, but she asks me what to do when I cannot help and I'm not in the same situation as her. I'll admit, I get the stuff that I want, but I'm not greedy. My mother just buys stuff while I'm at school. And I don't even ask for it. So, there's no reason for me to complain. But, I overreact. I got a C in my Biology c lass, just because I didn't get a 100% on the test. Let me explain this one. I redid the test 3 times. I got an 88%. Now that's a B. But, she put a 0 in the gradebook, just because I didn't get a 100%. I understand that she wants us to do good, but a 0? That's bullcrap! At least give me SOME points for getting a decent grade! I'm also stressing out because it's almost the end of the quarter, and in almost every class that I have, we have to do these reviews and tests almost everyday. Tests, reviews, homework, bla! I got good grades, but I'm trying to bring up my C. C's are allowed in my house, except for my brother. Since he's autistic, and apparently, it's an excuse for him. He's REALLY lazy! And treats our mother badly. It's like he doesn't give a crap if he gets a bad grade. The only person that he'll listen to is our father. Our father is a strong, strict man and he scares my brother and I. That's way, I'm nice and actually do my work, so I don't have to deal with his deathly stares, or strong voice when he's mad. My brother gets it a lot for not doing what he's told. His autism is mild, and it shouldn't really be an excuse. He's. Just. LAZY. I have to take a swim test that I missed. IT was to see how many laps you could do in 10 minutes. I got 9. It's not too bad, but I swallowed some water while trying to swim back. IT went into my lungs and boy, was that a horrible feeling? MY throat started hurting after the water slid down my throat. Luckily, I kept on going. I still can't go into the deep end, because I'm not a strong swimmer, plus I'm scared to drown. I don't want to lose consciousness, so I stay in the shallow end. So, I was able to finish that, after I finished that I went to my school laptop and tried to e-mail my book report to my Literature teacher. I didn't upload it in time, and she closed the uploading thing. It's due today, and she told me to e-mail it to her. I started having problems with the internet, so she said to e-mail it when I got home, but I had to do my swim test. However, I was able to upload it while I was dressing in the locker room. Woo! Once I got home, I went straight to my homework. It took longer than I expected because my family kept distracting with stuff. My mother was on the phone telling me what was going onto her friend, my brother kept watching his videos loudly on his tablet, and my father wanted to know how school was. So, I lost 2 hours of my homework time. I tried to go as fast as I can. Now, I am finally done, but my head is killing me and my eyes are pretty strained, because I had to stare at my school laptop screen the whole time, typing my answers for reviews and then uploading them to the school's uploading site. School is a bucketful while my friends are a handful. I try my best to help them, but I feel like I'm doing everything. What am I? God? Fix your own damn mistakes! I got my own problems! I understand you have a job, or you're depressed, or your siblings are fighting, or whatever, what can I live my life and you upload this on your Facebook or something? I have a lot of homework to do. Plus, I'm starting early in looking up medical schools to go to.